all is well in my world

regardless of the fact that it is so humanly imperfect

the blahs

feeling mildly depressed....

the water snake is out of town for another 10 days or so....

i have a housemate (actually, a "yardmate" as she sleeps in her Toyota Dolphin, but uses my kitchen and bathroom) since my last birthday, mid-December, and it's starting to wear on me. she arrived broke and broken, and has more or less continued in that vein....

she's had 3 affairs since she's been here--none of which has worked out, even though she continues to hope for "The One" to arrive in her life. each one seems to take a little more out of her....

last week she told me i could have all her stuff if she decided to off herself. nice, huh? it was momentary, but it really rattled me....

oh, and it's been in the upper 90's-low 100's for the past week....

complain, complain, complain. the water snake sez: be thankful for everything. i'm actually thankful that he's out of town. gives me a little room to evaluate just how crazy i am for continuing to stay hooked by this slithering reptilian.

oh, i'm a bundle of effing joy this morning! sorry! but i needed to vent....