hot summer nights

hey all one of my regular readers!

woo hoo, summer is here. (dear lightfeather, you know of what i speak!)

the feller is still with me, i'm still with him, we keep showing up and enjoying each other. it's going on 3 whole months now.

we are finding the proper rhythm and distance from which to relate. there are whole days in which we don't speak, and i've stopped freaking out about it....and on further pondering, i realize that what i know how to do with relationships is drive them into a wall at high speed. have done that time and time again and still wonder why things don't work out!

so, driving leisurely this time is just fine. enjoying the view.