sad, angry

continued silence from the ex-sweetie.  he does not answer the phone if i call.

my new housemate and i took the small mountain of totes and other assorted things out of my yard and deposited them beside his trailer when i knew he was at work.  it was just too sad to look at it out there in my yard every day and know that every entreaty i've made to him to come get it has been returned with....nothing.

it is the most infuriating thing.

i hate being this angry, so am taking Pema Chodron's advice to just sit with it, greet it, accept it instead of trying to change it or dump on myself for feeling this way.

pissed, pissed, pissed, PISSED.