How do you spell that thing where you put your finger in between your lips and move it up and down and go "pbpbpbpbpbbpbp?"

ok, it gets worse/better/more the same. chris and i went to a housewarming party at a friend's this afternoon, and i found out that a guy i knew from my early hippy days in tucson in 1987, passed away last night at another friend's house. it is too much to go into detail, but ceremonies were done and directions were called in and his spirit flew out on a waft of white sage.

so bye, mick, you sweet sorry hippy you. what memories i have of the gem show parties, the street fair parties, the new year's eve parties at your house! the san pedro cactus tea, the rooms thick with smoke. all you had to do to get high was walk in the doorway and take a few really deep breaths.

EVERY MOMENT IS PRECIOUS. EVERY THOUGHT IS IMPORTANT. what will you be thinking in the moment you are drawing your last breath?

i am feeling like a hot bath and an early bed would be just the ticket. maybe i'll try a glass of that mead that chris brought from minnesota. meanwhile, how abnormal are YOU?

You Are 28% Abnormal

You are at low risk for being a psychopath. It is unlikely that you have no soul. You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?